At the start therapy was on my mind all the time. I would google my T, I craved contact. Now I'm so much calmer, I feel much more secure that she is not changing or going away and as a result I no longer obsess over therapy or google her all the time. I suggest talking about this with your T. Is this a new feeling or has always been that way? Is there some kind of security you need?

My T asked me if there was anything she could do. I liked that a lot.