My husband never seems to want to spend time with me. I'll ask him to go to the park with my son and I or to the mall or go camping but he always says he needs to relax. But every Sunday he has been going to the golf course with his brother to hit balls (I ask to go too but I am never allowed) and he made plans with his dad to go fishing on his next day off (I'm also not invited/ allowed to do this with them either) and he has gone several times with him this summer. I don't understand it. Is my bipolar self getting to him? Is he sick of my crazy? The thing is I tell more to my friends about how I'm feeling than I do him because I'm afraid that he is just sick of it. I don't know what to do to make myself part of my husband's life but I don't know how. His family doesn't help. None of them like me and they are always trying to find ways to push me out.