I have done that too. Expensive way to do it, lol, but when you don't have anybody else that is as close to you and open to listening to you, the choice is easy.

On a different matter, I need to start making friends, and good friends (not friends you drink together only or go see a movie, I mean real friends, like best friends), the kind I can call one evening when I feel sad and the person listens with an open mind or someone I can cry to, and it's tough cause I'm a guy, but I need someone like that, and hopefully I can reciprocate that for them too, and I have nobody like that right now, most people don't even know I have any problems, I hate that, I feel alone. But I'm sure there are people like that out there.