Had a talk with someone tonight... he is truly the most amazing man on the planet.. has never judged me and has always made me feel safe. My undiagnosed bipolar caused our relationship to go south almost two yrs ago.. since then he dated someone else who then got pregnant and they did a quick wedding.. we talked tonight though.. our feelings are still there.. hes loved me since I was 16 and vice versa. Im 25 now. He makes me feel so safe. It just breaks my heart that this illness can cause such pain and problems and you not even realize whats going on until its too late... all im left to is tears. Part of me thinks hes better off with her so doesnt have to deal with this with me. But I know I deserve to be happy too. Its all just a faded dream now though... time to pick up the pieces and start the healing I guess.

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