Thanks bipolar_bear and jacq10. It does give me a little confidence knowing that I did go a year without SI and most of the time now I feel as if I could do that again or even longer. However, it also scares me that my urge to SI several days ago came on so sudden and that I might get that feeling again. At this moment I can say that know I can overcome that urge, but when the actual moment comes I'm not so sure.