ok so bf is in canada its where he is from its where he lives.. the past 2.5yrs he has been here in aust with me
and i love him
and my god im losin it cos hes not here
and he has huge family problems at the moment and i wont go into them but its stressful for me and i dont really know his family so i cant imagine just how he is coping
but i miss him and it means he is not talkin to me as much cos hes so focused on all this family mess he is in
and i dont want to push him and make him mad cos i love him and he knows i am here for
but i need him too
i need to know he still loves me
leaving him at the airport as he went to his plane was the worst time ever in the past yr
oh god i miss him

sorry i just needed to vent that