I'm rambling. I'm almost thinking of requesting my Pdoc to put me on geodon. I was put on it during my last hospital stay. My op Pdoc didn't understand why the put me on it and had more setup out cold turkey. I think it helped a bit. I just don't think the seroquel is working. Plus I forgot to get my blood work done after my last visit. She didn't give me an order to do it. I've got to stay mellow today. I asked my wife off she thought the meds were working and this is her response: Yes but no. Yes your moods seem to stay level but when ur up u complain about the whole not being able to sit still and ur mind running, but I can't say anything about the inside. I can only comment on what I see and you have very tight control on the outside for the most part. The whole "conceal don't feel" mentality I believe often amped up by ur alleged paranoia.
She thinks I'm paranoid sometimes.