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Originally Posted by atomicc
I personally do not think it is a good idea to give up on therapy, it sounds like you are dealing with difficult things and that can be scary, but it's even scarier to walk away with those emotions unresolved and no support to deal with them.
I don't think she told you that just to keep you coming back, I think she was trying to let you know that you have this spot because you are a good client and she wanted you to know that you are special to her.
 I think keeping friday is a good idea, if you went any other day it may interfere even more with your job. |
I hope you are right. I guess I am just looking for any logical reason to quit, when I know I should not.... silly I know, I sought her out I asked for her help but now that I am in the middle of the mess... I'm not sure I want it.
I really don't like the fact that it is impacting my work... just not something that is acceptable to me.
I know this sounds weird, but I don't want to be special to her, I don't want to be anything but a client to her... I would feel very awkward if I were special to her, I just need to be her client, pay her for her services... and leave it at that.. on the other hand I can care for her and worry for her, but I don't want her to care about me other than that I am her client... it makes me too vulnerable.. does that make sense? As long as I pay her, there is a safe line, she is doing what I pay her to do. I owe her nothing, but if she thinks I am special, etc... then I owe her something and that is unacceptable...