You are not rambling, you are getting it off your chest, and we are right here listening and ready to comfort you in any way we can.

The good thing about your experiences is that you know she cared. You know adults make mistakes, and perhaps this is one of the mistakes she made. But you sais she cared about you, and that is good, the rest, well let's work at overcoming it.

Keep on talking, it is never rambling to us.

gab