So, i opened up a bottle of Jack Daniels ( yes yes, i know its bad wiskey) and ended up more pisses I was before.

Well here's the thing, i try very hard not to blow up. I really really try. I try to think the traits.. i try to listen to music, i try to tell myself that I'm over acting here.

It is NOT working. Only thing keeping me from blowning up right now, is that i dont want to, or feel to do it via phone.
I'll sit here and wait for my "other half" to come home. And drink.

Beside it is his fault. !! Not mine. I AM titled to say, and correct mistakes his done, arent I?

I am so angry, i could blow up this god damed house.