Some of you will think my post is ridiculous. I have been unhappy in my current job for a long time now and the stress just keeps getting worse. I came to the decision to seek employment elsewhere and so I began the bewildering process of applying for jobs online. This sounds crazy but it has actually been ten years since I went out and looked for a job and the process was quite different back then. I have applied several places. I have received one rejection letter and one request for an interview. Unfortunately health issues are starting to become a problem. Migraine headaches, nausea, weakness, and dizziness are bugging me. I don't look forward to starting a new job being sick.

I have one doctor appt. with my neurologist on Sept. 11, I have to have dental work done next week. I want to set up a job interview with this insurance company. I guess I feel just a little bit overwhelmed. I want to get out of the toxic office I am currently working in. Yet I am a little nervous about venturing into the unknown and learning something new. I am beginning to learn my anxiety gets the better of me. I also worry about starting a new job with no health insurance, but as I said before, my current job is driving me crazy. I get where I'm just not quite sure what to do.