Thank you for your post The Skeezyks! The biggest problem is, that I'm afraid to tell someone about my problems, even to open up to someone. I'm afraid they wouldn't take me seriously and think I would just seek attention. So I keep everything to myself and sometimes it's like, that my head is full with bad thoughts. I know I shouldn't let it go to my head but I don't know how to ban it. It's really frustrating!