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Originally Posted by KeepHoldingOn
I don't really know where to start with this post. I'm having trouble staying aware when my partner and I are engaging in bdsm acts. I get to this place where nothing hurts, I'm spaced out, I hardly notice if I'm bleeding or if there are red marks. Nothing can get me out of this place, I'm wondering if it's triggers from my abusive past but honestly I don't see this as a bad thing, I'm not in a bad place when I space out. I don't really know what I'm asking, I guess I wanted to see if anyone else has experienced this.
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I see a Parallel between getting spanked or whipped and Transcendental Meditation. Think about it. In TM a repetitive mantra sends you into blissful trance. Spankings and whippings are certainly repetitive. And believe me, when I am getting a whipping I'm not thinking about anything else. Maybe that 'place' your talking about is a sort of transcendent state.