I talked to him and he thinks that when he sits and plays his video games all day that we ARE spending time together but usually I do something else while he plays or I just sleep. I have a therapist that I could bring this up with. Also I have applied for disability three times now, I am waiting to see if I get denied a third time, in which case I will be getting a lawyer, and even if it goes through the amount I get will probably not be enough to support my son and I on our own. And I don't want to just up and leave him. Ugh. I don't know how else to tell him he is pushing me out of his life. He came home for his lunch break and the first thing he did was jump on the computer to start playing Diablo or whatever its called. I'm just so tired of it. I spend more time with my best friend than I do with him.
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Bipolar Disorder 1 Psychotic Features
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