Yes. I don't know, actually. I always feel like I have to compete for his attention and I don't find that trait desirable. Sometimes I fear that I am going to cheat on him. I never would of course, but at night for whatever reason that worry hits me. We don't really connect anymore and we don't have a lot of things in common. We have very different tastes in music and movies. Art and playing guitar are HUGE parts of my life and he enjoys neither. I'm not allowed to go fishing with him and his family or play golf or go hunting. I still love him but I feel like so much has changed.