I wish I had an answer for you......mania is really too hard to control. I have never found a way to control my mania impulses. if I tried, I think I would explode. it is unfortunate that your parents are refusing to help you. I am glad you are meeting with someone at school. be very honest with them about how much you are suffering and how desperately you want help. I know the schools here intervene with parents to get help for children. I hope they can help with you. take care.