Well here's the thing, I was receiving help and meds from the state. Wasn't working at the time so I qualified to get all my meds for free. Well I felt "normal" enough on the meds to work. Well, once I accepted a job my benefits from the state were cancelled bc I "make too much" and personally I couldn't afford the meds on my own, so I had I'm at a point where I can't get any assistance anymore bc I don't have insurance or enough to pay out of pocket. So I'm kinda screwed. She doesn't really understand that I've exhausted every viable option for treatment. I'm so lost and confused I don't know what to do. I don't wanna loose her. I don't at all but my hands are tied :/