well i took my friend to the university. then i left to go see T. on the way T texted me and said we might have to reschedule cuz of this dumb parade downtown and they blocked all the streets off. i told him that sucked cuz i was planning on meeting him while my friend was with her advisor. well it turned out since i was coming from a different direction than i normally go T said there was a alternate route into that city from the city i was coming from. so he told me how to get there and i made it on time!!! T pulled in a huge truck i was like wtf cuz that's not his car. he said he was moving and using his dads truck. he looked funny in the giant truck. T is on the shorter side hes around my height i think he is 5'7" so he looked funny driving the truck.

we walked around the graveyard again and saw a cop car hiding at the furthest corner of the graveyard just sitting in his patrol car in the shade. it was pretty obvious he was slacking on his job, lol. T asked if i was feeling any different about things like that i was paranoid about last week. i do feel different now. he kept asking me what i think made the difference. i think he wants me to see how important the shot is in helping me stabilize. it was really hot outside. we went inside to his new office and talked. we talked about some kinda heavy things in the office. but it was ok.

after that i went to pick up my friend and we went to the mall. i got my glasses tightened at lenscrafter cuz they were crooked. i really hate when my glasses are crooked.

so i had a fun time today. it was a good day. i just texted T and told him life is so much more easier when i am not paranoid about things. i said i want to stay like this and never go back to that and that i hope that's not impossible. he said it's not.