I've been able to read every message that comes in and out of my husband's Facebook for the last 7 yrs. He has hit on his friends, my friends, anyone really.

My depression has gotten worse the last 2 yrs. I haven't gotten treatment because it takes 6-8 mths for affordable care. And I just never go.

He hasn't flirted with anyone for awhile but he tried with his friend's sister this weekend. He calls her beautiful, sexy, etc. She just thanks him.

I used to be angry, now I just don't care. I just wish someone would go along with him. How sad is that, that I don't really care anymore if he cheats on me. There is absolutely no proof via Facebook or email that he has cheated. I know all the proof is in his cell phone which he keeps locked.

I just wanted to vent. We have been together 19 yrs.