Hi thanks for the replys...
I will consider the help and yeha its a shame they wont help but I can get the help im 16 legally aloud medical help without parents
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I hide my pain and hurt, I don't like others knowing I fear it may hurt them.
So what you see isn't necessarily true don't trust my facial expression.
I'm keen and cunning I will trick you.
I am suicidal, I cut I have Borderline personality and Depression.
I believe I am Auto phobia -I am highly afraid to be alone and I'm very scared of myself, Don't underestimate me.