I enter this forum with the hope I may find some comfort and well being in here. If I enter I magically start to feel lonely and just a little dispair, even if I don't have any reason to feel like that. And then, all I want is to share all the things that had hurt me sometime in the hope someone has the miracle words that will turn my life up side down. I'm still (and will) looking for the strange, that I want to always be a strange to me, that has the cure to fix my heart.