I'm feeling that my depression is back, I guess. Today I woke up this morning feeling really bad. Had breakfast and did a little bit of cleaning. I felt bad all morning. I got together with my friend around 11:30. We didn't know what to do, but we ended up at a cemetery, of all places!

I felt very depressed all morning, and of all things, I started to feel better and peaceful when we were at the cemetery. At first my friend suggested to go there because he said that he wanted to leave flowers for his late father in law. But we never got the flowers. But he had wanted to show me of his plot, which was indoors. But the building was closed.

We were going to have lunch at an Italian restaurant that we've been to before. I was looking forward to it but it was closed. So we ended getting Mexican food. It was nice to be with him this afternoon. I told him how I feel with depression, but he does not seem to understand.

Tonight I felt very tired. Funny how I should feel that way since this was a long weekend. Felt very depressed also. It seems like those living around me have people to visit them, and I don't have anybody.