Sorry. I've had this diagnosis officially for a year. I've suspected it for nearly 5 years and I hate the stigma attached to it. I don't want to be associated with the stigma attached to it. I find the diagnosis extremely invalidating and my mom told me that people with BPD are just crazy unpredictable assholes.

I feel like my symptoms really only show up when I'm dealing with LCM or alone late at night and I don't need some idiot T thinking I'm not worth her time because some annoying psychiatrist put a label on my patterns of behaviors. Meet me first.