Long story short Saturday huge blowup slammed my head into the wall maybe 4-6 times. Head still hurts. Very nauseous if I bend over. Really dizzy hard to concentrate. Pretty sure got minor concussion. Don't know at what point I should actually worry and seek medical help. Plus if I go in is this something that can get me held? I mean pretty sure they aren't going to understand it was try to knock myself out or beat my mom to death. Knew without a doubt if I laid a hand on her I wouldn't stop. Mania sucks.
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