Pink, my take on your therapist is that he does care. I agree with you that your feelings need to come out. I struggle with this as well.

I'm sure I can speak for everyone here on this forum, you won't find anyone here that doesn't care about you. I for one, accept you as you are. You have some pain that needs to be released.

I didn't post this last week but right before my session with T, I was so upset that my appt almost was canceled. This coupled with all of the prior uncertainty, I did a little SI too.

I think it was because I used to pick at my fingers but now that I had the solar nails put on I can't do that anymore and they are beautiful now. At the time, I didn't have that release. I did this one other time, a long time ago during my first marriage. Just in a different way.

My main point is your T understands that there is pain and that it is coming out. I'm sure he was glad that you yelled at him. He also was showing you by asking you to call that yes, he cares and he's there for you.

As I am...