I feel like I could have said much more. Something much more vicious to them but I didn't. I use multiple forums (mainly this one nowadays) and before I came here I used another forum. Specifically for social anxiety. Well I am proud of myself. I sent the admin there a message to delete my account and a left a very strong message on my way out. I am glad to have done this because the site was causing me a lot of pain actually. It was the first forum I ever used and I am glad that I will soon never again go back. I am done of reminding myself of old mental pain. Retriggering myself and finally taking a big step to moving forward and away from those toxic people.

I guess I just found the people so uh shallow there. Perhaps I am thinking grand of myself by thinking lowly of them. I just felt like I saw right through their fake act. A constant circle jerk of the same 5 members. Married men and married women openly flirting with one another. Basically cheating on their significant others. Perhaps it's just a game. It's a disgusting game I think. People bashing others for their views. A lack of understanding of those with mental illnesses. Funny for a site based around mental illness. The whole forum was very shallow and I saw through them. Mods throwing personal attacks at me on there as well. It was a disgusting place I found under the surface.

I am glad to be gone of those vermin. I won't hold my tongue here. They are disgusting rats and I hope they enjoy the nest they have made for themselves.