Lying is easy...telling the truth is difficult.

We all tell lies, ranging from insincere compliments to covering up some heinous crime. Tell enough lies, and your life becomes a lie. It sounds like that's where you are now.

Given your propensity for dishonesty and addiction, you definately need professional help. Otherwise, people will come to recognize you for what you are, and avoid associating with you. You will find yourself alone....with your lies and your addiction. There is only one place that can lead to.

Get help. The sooner the better.

Good luck to you!