Sorry to hear about your mum

I just found an interesting website on suicide... I'm glad to say I'm reading it more out of curiosity than anything else. Some quite interesting statistics on how few actually manage.

The way I always try to get out these thoughts is by knowing that I have a whole life ahead of me & even if times may be worse in the future, there will also others that will be better. I think dwelling in the now sometimes does no good.