Hi,
No need to be sorry about leaving for awhile. I too have troubles with rejection and personality disorders. The important thing is that you came back. I have trouble remembering things, so I do remember your name.
I have so many of the same fears especially about making posts. I often do not post due the the very fear of rejection. Or that my post is not important. These are not true to me or to you either. I have been trying to make posts and do hope you will continue to post or reply.
I often say sorry alot when things really I do not have anything to do as being my fault only feel as if it is my fault. I am very happy that you came back. Fear can really bring us down. Even when it is on the computer.
I am glad you made the post I am sure that it took alot of courage to come back here and make a post. Try not to worry about the reply's to your posts, as for some reason when I tried to reply it sent me to your pm box. I guess that is what they feel is best right now.
Please feel free to PM me anytime, I will try to help if I am able and could use some friends myself.
Once again Welcome back-- Chris
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~KRIS~
If you think you have totally gave up, you haven't, because you are here!