heck it freaks me out to read stories like these.

how certain men can be such *************** beasts???!!
he DID COMMIT A CRIME
YOU ARE NOT A *****.
(hey i don`t mean ALL men don`t get me wrong!!)

i know how you may feel. i was in a simmilar situation.
i don`tknow if you feel anyhting bad other than "*****"
i really hope you don`t. it`s a bad memorie. but you can get over it sure. if you feel you need professional help go get it! it`s important.