Thanks for reply! Very sincere and in depth. The Marijuana use stopped about 4 and half years ago..

I talked to my therapist since I'm in php. (i kept calling it iop but got corrected today at our meeting that it's called partial hospitalization. ..) she said I should tell my dr and let him know.. apparently I have been talking about blackouts all these years and no one had a clue what I was talking about. at least the extent. .. in fact today my wife presumed (kind of accused me) I was taking more of some of my meds when in fact I had not. .. .. after telling the dr exactly what I was talking about he is now gonna run an eeg to rule out epilepsy (don't really understand that but he explained it as best he could)... if that's not the case he will presume it's dissociation and he said it's a high probability that that's 5 he case but he wants to test for epilepsy as there are apparently meds that can help with that... I've also been completely honest and open about everything there.. even the scope of my past drug history which was only Marijuana and alcahol but the Marijuana was in heavy excess...