Hi Kraken: I just wanted to comment, with regard to the idea of transitioning "right now"! I sometimes entertain this fantasy where I transition all at once!

As you may be aware, Thailand is a mecca for trans individuals who wish to transition. Thailand was never colonized by the west. And so they have a long unbroken tradition of the acceptance of transgendered persons. And, as a result, they have developed a thriving medical practice related to transition. From what I know of it, they're highly skilled. The costs are also much less than they would be, in the U.S. at least.

So, anyway, my fantasy is: I fly over to Thailand & I have them do all of the surgeries I would need, all at once!!! I get FFS, breast implants, & SRS all at the same time! And, hey, if it's all too much for my old carcass & I die on the operating table, oh well, at least I gave it my best shot! Ah-h-h... the dreams of an old tranny!