Good luck.. in all honesty the gig, I'm sure is up... you may not realize but I'm willing to bet 3/4 of the people around you know you are a compulsive liar.... that may be hard to buy for you... but I'm just being honest... I've known some seriously bad compulsive liars in my te and in all honesty they weren't fooling anyone really. . Just no one called them out. If you sincerely looking for help you might ask your primary physician for a good therapist or look for yourself.