Everyone's symptoms are different... The best thing to do is read through peoples posts. And see what you relate too..

But defiantly one of my symptoms was inflicting pain I. To myself. But after therapy this is a very rare occasion now.
I still have angry out bursts. I still struggle with food. To hardly eating to non stop eating.
I'm not violent never been arrested.
But I drink. Smoke and shamefully taken drugs
I love people who don't love me... Yet when they do I cut them off so quick it makes there head spin!!

But not everyone is the same despite BPD. You do still own your own personality

hope this helps a little and you get the answers your looking for

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