Earlier in therapy, I used to have fantasies of running into my T while I was out somewhere with my husband. Like at a restaurant or something. And I would introduce my husband to him. I guess this tells me something.

I also used to have fantasies that I would be out walking on the sidewalk and would run into my first counselor and be talking to her, and then who should come walking along, but my current therapist. And I would introduce them to each other. Bizarre. I don't have that fantasy anymore.

Makes me wonder what my current fantasies are? Sometimes I don't even know until they are well past. My submerged fantasy life.