yeah.......you definitely sound manic....I don't know that you need a therapist to treat you if you are functioning well. you just need a psychiatrist to prescribe you meds. most gps wont prescribe psych meds. you will need an intial eval and then they typically follow up with 15 minute med checks. finding the right meds can be trying but once you find the right ones you can live a completely normal life. good luck.