Is it him, or is it transference? My previous t used to ask me why i was always trying to make him laugh. I was like, im not trying, i dont have to TRY, hey i just be funny. But i think it started at home. Trying to fit in, get them to like me. I was telling current t last week that i think my voice on pc has changed - it used to be perkier? Now i feel more like myself. Worrying less about people liking me.