Busy day, in that I had a T appt along with a pdoc appt on the same day. T wants me to think about what I will need to do (or not do) to survive at work while I am looking for another job. I just about had a panic attack right there in session in regards to returning to work, money issues, and family issues. I was very embarrassed, but he helped to calm me down and focus on what I had to do.

I was able to head down to the disability office between sessions to get some questions answered, and then brought the paperwork to my pdoc's office so she could complete it. I've been on leave since 8-14 and have not received any funds from disability because it's ridiculous trying to get through to them over the phone. And thanks to many family obligations, I haven't been able to go down to the office until now. I go back to work 9/11 so I am anxious about that too. blah.