Well, both really, but you need to trust that your T won't push you too hard or let you get ahead of yourself - that's her responsibility, yours is to show up. Go. 
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'...
At poor peace I sing
To you strangers (though song
Is a burning and crested act,
The fire of birds in
The world's turning wood,
For my sawn, splay sounds,)
...'
Dylan Thomas, Author's Prologue
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