When I think I was hypomanic I dumped my bf because at that time I felt like I just didn't care at all about not having him in my life. Then the depressed episodes came and that's when I felt so terribly missing him and regret that I dumped him but it's just too late. I mean I'm just too confused of my true feeling for him either I want him in my life or not like it depends on which episode I'm at. Now I'm back on meds, so I hope this on and off feeling will end soon because it feels terribly so so bad missing him so much which most of the time happens on my low days.
Did it ever happen to any of you?

Thanks.
Tami