My manager has unleashed with multiple criticisms on me and if it was the previous 3 weeks I would have broken down at work and would have taken time off. Fortunately my mood picked up this week only to be clobbered by my boss. It's a small company, I report to the director and have 2 people under me. She has on at least 5 occasions told me to do something, then told me off when it wasn't the right thing to do. I try to respond but she told me I'm defensive. She also told me I was crying wolf for being so busy and in the conversation told me I am getting another person in my team. She brought up all these trivial personality clashes that others had mentioned and I said I have loads of those but I just shrug it off and get on with the job. I feel like even if I was in the best mental state that I can be that I wouldn't be able to deal with it but cloud it with what I've been going through the last few weeks it seems impossible. I've started looking for other jobs but it's tough out there and I don't even know if I have the strength to put up with this negative unfair crap. This is the 3rd time I have had issues with jobs. I'm trying not to think it's me.....first job was validated by work safe as bullying led to my breakdown, 2nd time a number of staff were being treated poorly and were bullied but not me, I had trouble with my boss telling me to be harsh on the staff and then told me off for being about 20% of how harsh he was.....another breakdown and this job. Anyways, I'm going to see a psychologist and psychiatrist tomorrow so that should help along this rant. I'm thinking of telling my boss about my medical condition and that all these criticisms have been hard to take when they seem solely directed at me. Or do I just say yep to all her goes at me even though it's unfair???? What to do.