thank you to all, fuzzy, sickntired, wants2, bb.... i made that original post right when i found out about this work thing and i was panicking bad....still very scared and upset though and afraid of the future. bosses still keep telling us nothing is sure but we are hearing different. and i am terrified of looking for another job, interviews make me sick to my stomach, plus i'm afraid they'll see my cuts somehow and no one will hire me. i'm just really scared and i want things to get better but seems like they keep getting worse instead. feels like a losing battle alot of the time. but thank you for being there.