FIRST OF ALL;;; (((((((((((((Sky)))))))))))))) of course I am going to miss you. You know one of my posts I had said; we all say and do things when we are sick and we dont realize that it may have hurt someone. Guess what dear; that was meant for me as well. I need to keep in mind that we are all struggling here. I care about you Sky and I should not have said what I did. I am so very sorry for hurting you. You are a great person and I read things that u post as well. I have also listened to how hard you try to help others. Give yourself more credit dear; you are a special person; who is going through a lot. Okay; I will MISS U!! ((Gloria, September, Sweet, Peanut, Dexter)); Thanks so much and with the comments about my doctor also making a mistake; yes he did. I think this one went both ways and we apologized to each other and that was good. But he did show his concern and most importantly; how much he does care. We all make mistakes no matter who we are; I think it was a lesson learned for both of us. I have missed appointments before; I think 2 others in the last 2yrs. It happens but I see his point as well. I guess we can say; its all part of life. I have learned a lot over these years. I am lucky to gained what I have because it did make me stronger in some regards and I still learn everyday. You have all taught me so many things and sometimes we may not like to hear what others say; but it sure does make us think. We all need to express ourselves; maybe not always the best way; but its what we know at the time. Oh my goodness; I sound like a t. AAAHHHHHHHh. I am going to go hide now. lol. talk to u soon.

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