I can't tell you how many times I packed my bags when I was hypomanic. I love my bf but at those times I was so restless and energized and just wanted to have fun. I guess I just felt trapped and bored with him. I believed I no longer had feelings for him. I began to talk to other guys and was convinced they were the one for me. when I came down I was also full of regret and had no idea what had made me feel that way and do those things. he always took me back thankfully. I restarted my medications in January and it hasn't happened since.