Des..
I so admire you for pursuing your education, on top of all the other things you face! You WILL succeed!
I know your conflict about placing your children in daycare.
I faced the same and it was wrenching! Maybe, though, they will actually enjoy it! My daughter's twins attended a day school from age 2, still in diapers, and they loved it, and have learned a lot! Maybe yours will love it as well!
Please continue to post here. We are here for you!~
Love
Patty