I would be frustrated if I didn't feel so numb right now. I would really like to attend a festival out-of-state so I could hang out with some of my friends. I just cant muster up all the energy needed to make it happen. I have no problems with ordering the airline tickets and drag myself to the airport, but the thought of having to worry about making hotel reservations and car rentals just feels too much right now. I just can't do it. I wish that I could ask my friends to do the reservations for me, but that would be too embarrassing.