I wish I had some comforting words for you. I can only say that I know just how you feel as I pretty much feel the same way too.
I am afraid that I don't know your story but I understand the feeling that things are over and I am just treading water now, everyday the same with no release
I am sure that is not helping you much though x
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“You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars. In the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul.”
― Max Ehrmann