For the most part I have been stable for the last year or so minus the small mixed episode I had a week or two ago. Got into the pdoc early and we've gotten in front of the beast before there was any real damage.

So here I sit on the up and up in the mental health zone, while at the same time I'm in the process of dealing with a possible neurology issue. I've had a few 'episodes'of blacking out to the point I blacked out well driving. Luckily I'll I hit was a parked car but regardless its a concern. Neurologist thinks I had a seizure or something else brain related.
So here I am in the hospital waiting to get in for a portable EEG. And all I can think is why must there always be something. I struggled for so long with my bipolar to get to a state that I'm functioning and relatively vepisode free and now this. I just need the world to give me a break for once.

*sorry for the rant, this place is just making me over think the whole thing.