I really dont know why I feel this way. Sometimes my bf will say things like you dont need to waste money on this or that. Which I think about and usually listen to him and hes right cuz later I really dont want it or didnt want it...but even with the above situation he said I should. Its been like this with bigger purchases.when I buy cars I get the same way really excited then really sad and just want to return it....when I moved out I liked it and then immediately wanted to move back home....it is more with bigger purchases....long term purchases....I have never had financial issues....I do have a veru small amount of debit but its making my credit amazing and its no big deal...I dont hide money or finances from my significant other andnhes not even worried....but im racking my brain