Even after 12 months of therapy it's back and in full swing

Please I can't cope with it.
I've been so so good.
I can't stand the empty daggers in my chest.

I can't even talk to anyone now because of my pill popping.
They will think I'll do it again and I won't.
I'm so scared
I want I
BPD to go away forever and never return.
I'm pathetic I have more then most. My own business and I'm unhappy and hurting!!
I hate me
I hate me I'm so selfish

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